It’s funny when people always say I know everyone or I’m so
Popular because idk it’s weird. I do have a good amount of Friends and I probably do say hi to someone at school like everyone minute because I do know them but like every once in awhile hang outs and etc. is what I usually have with these people. All
Of my close friends and “best friends” that I sort of had or still in some way have are disappearing. Like I don’t get any texts anymore just like people asking questions or hangouts but not one ask how I’m doing or anything in a personal level. So during my second year of college I have made plenty of friends and gotten closer to some as well but I really don’t have anyone to talk about my problems with or even a new crush or anything. Like I do try and keep in contact or maintain the relationships I have had before but people make me like I’m just a nuisance or they aren’t interested in maintaining or patching up what we had. I understand I might do the same to some friends but I do try, I do miss how things used to be but it just feels
Like a one sided thing and I usually get blamed for just talking to people for things or using them. Like even if I ask for help and I start a conversation as well they just stop responding so I just give up and idk what I can do anymore if theirs so many people I have to put in more effort for the friendship theirs so much I Handle and I don’t like getting rejected or turned down or failing so I just stop trying and find some bullshit excuse or hangout to act like I’m busy or having fun to get away from these problems but oh well haha